the cosmic joke

over the last few days, I’ve done the Landmark Forum, and have had a bunch of experiences most unlike anything I’ve had before.

i feel like i can see the great cosmic joke. i laugh at almost everything, and then maybe sometimes i cry a little.

i have seen more about myself in the last few days than in the previous 30 years. i know for the first, conscious, time, why i prefer listening to music without words, as just one example.

i can also see thing I need to work on that i had no idea were even “a thing” for me.

so bring on the fun times. i’m creating the possibility that i will document my progress here for the world to see what a truly unhinged nutbar an authentic, genuine person of integrity i have become am becoming.